Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in wisegirl78's LiveJournal:

Friday, March 24th, 2006
9:20 pm	Onward Christian soldiers. . . Ok so lets just say that I am about to take some steps forward in my life. I can't divulge too much information bc there are certain people that I don't want to know every detail of my life anymore bc they don't deserve to know. . .but I am taking steps. Big steps actually. Steps to my own financial freedom and independence. And I should have realized this years ago, but now that I think of it. A guy that would sleep with his best friends (ex) girl isn't someone I want in my life. Someone that, even though we're still legally married, can't keep his eyes and God knows what else to himself is not worthy of my love, attention or even evil thoughts (lol). I am hoping that these steps I am about to start will open some doors for me that will lead to the happiness that I have longed for and damnit that I deserve. If only the damn imprint on my fucking finger would just go away, it would be easier to look down at my hand and not be constantly reminded of what I've lost. . . R5 you and Red come see me sometime. . .oh and keep Sunday May 21st open for a bday party for the little one. . . Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: Anna Nalick (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 16th, 2006
8:14 pm	I gotta vent. . . ok so here it is: I am angry that he wanted to end it. I am angry that things didn't work out. I am angry that he went to Iraq and came back and didn't love me anymore. I am angry that he didn't help me more with the baby. I am angry that he says he tried but didn't. I am angry that he ALWAYS gives up on everything he has ever tried. I am angry that I married him in the first place. I am angry that I ever gave him a 2nd and 3rd chance. I am angry that he hurt me the first 2 times. I am angry that he is such an asshole and pretended to change but didn't. I am angry that I am the responsible one. I am angry that he doesn't give a fuck about ANY of HIS responsibilities. I am angry that his parents continue to coddle him instead of beating adulthood into him. I am angry that I am so angry. I am angry that he has a crush (already) but yet I remain faithful. I am angry that I am such a nice person. I am angry that I moved so far away from my family to be with him. I am angry that I missed out on so much bc I was with him. I am angry bc I spent a whole year of my life missing him, and loving him and praying he would come home safely. I am angry that his friends listen to his bs and believe it. I am angry that they don't tell him to grow the fuck up and that he has messed up big time. I am angry that I loved him so fucking much. Current Mood: duh (2 Comments |Comment on this)
8:08 pm	Did you know. . . . I'm 27. By the time I am 28, I will be divorced. I have a daughter. When I am 50, she will be 25. I have blue eyes. So does my daughter. We both have freckles in the same place on our leg. I have a degree in psychology. I graduated with a 3.94 GPA. A lot of good it's done me. Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)